All she ever dreamed of was true love. All she ever dreamed of was success. All she ever dreamed of was to be on top of the world.
Well, that was what people thought.
Being an extremely talented singer, and one of the most popular youtubers, you wou...
Chapter 8 || The livestream Dreams || Raura ________________________________________________________
Laura's POV @AwesomeLuke We got some pretty big news... Not good ones, may I add. @LauraMarano and I are doing a livestream with @RydelR5 and @RatliffR5 #Pray4LaurLivestream
Soon, the #Pray4LaurLivestream trended on twitter. I waited anxiously on my bed, while Rydel, Ratliff and Luke were setting up the laptop. Before I could change from my sweater and pyjama shorts, they started the livestream.
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"We are here to discuss about something very upsetting..." Luke started. There was a long pause before he continued "I recently checked my Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, Tumblr, ect... And all I saw was hate..... Hate for my baby sister... You may think "Oh, one little comment won't hurt", but to be honest, it affected us all..." Luke gave me a look telling me to talk...
"I thought that I... would be ok with the hate, I though that I could conquer all the negativity.... but I couldn't.... Every time I see a comment, I always ask myself "What did I do wrong?" "Did I did something?" "Am-I that fat?" I thought that I was overweight, ugly, fat, everything bad... So, I started to wear more makeup, I started to eat less, I started to go workout more. Before, it was a simple diet, but now, it's something serious..." I started to cry, but I continued to talk. "This past month, I developped.... anorexia... You guys don't know how much you've hurt me... It's like when you're almost to the top, but everyone tries to pull you down, and they win.... You don't know how it feels to feel ugly, and worthless, and fat everyday when you go outside. To be honest, all I wanted was to be perfect for everyone, and to be good enough for you guys" I sob in my hands before running away.
Rydel's POV "I am so disapointed about you guys... Until she gets better, Luke and Laura are going to cancel their summer tour and theirs upcoming concerts. I have to stay, because Laura is like my twin sister, so all R5 upcoming concerts are also going to be post-poned... " I teared up. Because of them, Laura is so insecure and scared about herself, when she doesn't even know that she's awesome and beautiful.
"Fortunatly, we are not going to stop making music. Of course, we will continue releasing songs and Laura and Luke will continue posting videos... I am very mad at you guys. Laura is like my little sister and I suddenly get a call about her being in the hospital. I mean like, what the heck?" Ratliff said, getting a bit frustated. I rub his back trying to release the tension.
"Anyways, we'll give you updates when she will get better. Bye guys" Luke said sadly before ending the LiveStream. I sigh before getting up to go search Laura.
When I approached the music room, I heard a beautiful piano melody playing. I gave a nod to the boys telling them to go in. We entered quietly as I took out my phone to film it. She started to sing with a shaky voice. It was obvious she was also crying.
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are
Where I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart
Well tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh, let's go back to the start
We're running in circles Coming up tails Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start
I was just guessing At numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart
Your questions of science Science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me You come back and haunt me Oh, and I rush to the start
We're running in circles Chasing our tails Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh
I'm going back to the start (The scientist -Coldplay Cover by Holly Henry)
She took a long breath before sobbing in her arms. I posted the video in Twitter.
@RydelR5 This is how mich you guys hurt her. She wants to go back to the start. #Pray4Laur
I placed my phone back in my pocket as we all gave her a big group hug telling her that we are there for her. I seriously don't know what to do to fix her back, I admit that I'm scared.
