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Sigh...

Young love.....

Paige and Damian...

Clarity and Derek...

>>>>>>>>>>>>Zen's Guide<<<<<<<<<<

Clarity- My friend who I met just last 2nd year.

Derek-My fellow writer.

Damian- Boyfriend of Paige a complete jerk.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

How I wish girls find something in me.

That's..

Lovable..

Good..

Nice..

Whenever I look at the mirror.

I see.

A nobody..

A loser..

Loved by No one.

I wonder why I am even here on earth.

Nobody Cares.

How I feel unloved.

It's as if i'd rather

Die..

but no..

Escape only.

I wish I wasn't this sad about everything.

I was watching one of my favorite movies. The Parent Trap.

It was killing me with laughter.

Hope.

This gives me a little hope.

It was a saturday.

I had homework to do..

So I turn of the television.

And head to the table.

I stare at the mirror for a moment.

"stop staring at the mirror." I tell myself.

As I write my homework.

I tackle math to Chem and to Physics.

3 hours later.

I finished..

I had to go to lunch.

As i sat for lunch my twin sister are eating already.

>>>>>>Zen's Guide<<<<<<<

Lunch :

Taosi Ma (meat with Soy) and rice bowl.

>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<

At least we ate in peace..

As i hurry and finish my food.

Which was a mistake.

I head to my room lay in bed and  someone knocks and bark.

"You Stupid, Fool ! " Someone barks.

"Oh shit !" I thought

My mom opened the door And stormed into my room.

You left a grain in your plate you stupid fool ! " She barks

>>>>>>>Zen's guide<<<<<<<<<

One grain or a single rice grain was frowned upon when left in the plate it has to be eaten.

>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

She slaped me and punched me in the nose.

It connected and blood oozed out.

As she left, I hurried to the bathroom washing the blood out of my face and hand.

Sigh...

As It dried of I noticed blood in my shirt.

Great...

As i strip of my clothes, I hurry and shower.

Washing all the contents of the blood down the drain.

It felt good for a while..

After showering, I head to my bed and lock the door as I plug my headphones.

A sad song played..

Sing me to sleep

Sing me to sleep

I'm tired and I

Want to go to bed

Sing me to sleep

Sing me to sleep

And then leave me alone

Don't try to wake me in the morning

'Cause I will be gone

Don't feel bad for me

I want you to know

Deep in the cell of my heart

I will feel so glad to go

Sing me to sleep

Sing me to sleep

I don't want to wake up

On my own anymore

Sing to me (Sing to me)

Sing to me

I don't want to wake up

On my own anymore

Don't feel bad for me

I want you to know

Deep in the cell of my heart

I really want to go

Tears once again flow as I felt the songs emotional embrace.

"Tired of the pain."

"Maybe sleep will work."

...............

What a bitter world.

27...............

Author's note

Finally done day 4 hahaha

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