Sigh...
Young love.....
Paige and Damian...
Clarity and Derek...
>>>>>>>>>>>>Zen's Guide<<<<<<<<<<
Clarity- My friend who I met just last 2nd year.
Derek-My fellow writer.
Damian- Boyfriend of Paige a complete jerk.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
How I wish girls find something in me.
That's..
Lovable..
Good..
Nice..
Whenever I look at the mirror.
I see.
A nobody..
A loser..
Loved by No one.
I wonder why I am even here on earth.
Nobody Cares.
How I feel unloved.
It's as if i'd rather
Die..
but no..
Escape only.
I wish I wasn't this sad about everything.
I was watching one of my favorite movies. The Parent Trap.
It was killing me with laughter.
Hope.
This gives me a little hope.
It was a saturday.
I had homework to do..
So I turn of the television.
And head to the table.
I stare at the mirror for a moment.
"stop staring at the mirror." I tell myself.
As I write my homework.
I tackle math to Chem and to Physics.
3 hours later.
I finished..
I had to go to lunch.
As i sat for lunch my twin sister are eating already.
>>>>>>Zen's Guide<<<<<<<
Lunch :
Taosi Ma (meat with Soy) and rice bowl.
>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<
At least we ate in peace..
As i hurry and finish my food.
Which was a mistake.
I head to my room lay in bed and someone knocks and bark.
"You Stupid, Fool ! " Someone barks.
"Oh shit !" I thought
My mom opened the door And stormed into my room.
You left a grain in your plate you stupid fool ! " She barks
>>>>>>>Zen's guide<<<<<<<<<
One grain or a single rice grain was frowned upon when left in the plate it has to be eaten.
>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
She slaped me and punched me in the nose.
It connected and blood oozed out.
As she left, I hurried to the bathroom washing the blood out of my face and hand.
Sigh...
As It dried of I noticed blood in my shirt.
Great...
As i strip of my clothes, I hurry and shower.
Washing all the contents of the blood down the drain.
It felt good for a while..
After showering, I head to my bed and lock the door as I plug my headphones.
A sad song played..
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
Want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Sing to me (Sing to me)
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
Tears once again flow as I felt the songs emotional embrace.
"Tired of the pain."
"Maybe sleep will work."
...............
What a bitter world.
27...............
Author's note
Finally done day 4 hahaha
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