Peace....
Pleasure...
Cuts make me feel better.
A lot.
It feels amazing.
Its like an escape from all the pain.
Mental Pain to Physical
This makes me feel like I could live another day.
I use a cutter. My mind just won't stay out of it.
I done it two cut until became 30 cuts to more for one arm.
Nobody understood me.
I was alone.
Nobody saved me or even loved me.
It was like underwater and your not drowning.
And people are there.
Staring..
At the lonely Boy.
Unable to save him.
or help him.
So this was my solution.
For the problems I encountered.
For the pain I endured.
For the countless failures.
For the darkest moments.
Yes this was my Short Escape.
Most of the people might think:
"Attention Whore"
"No Friends"
Well who cares they don't know what its like for people out there to even feel depressed.
After all,
I am human.
I breakdown too.
But I know this is right.
To fight this is itch.
16....
>>>>>>>>A/N<<<<<<<<<
Ola!!! Gentlemen and Ladies ;)
It's been awhile but here it is!!!!
But, Let me explain the itch part:
Think of it as an invisible itch (depression) you can't scratch it or remedy it but cuts do the trick because it tricks the mind to divert the itch to the pain.
There you have it :)
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