The Escape Plan

Love....

Heart racing.....

Crap...

I'm not supposed to fall for love again..

3 friendzones already....

I don't like falling 

but she is wonderful kind of girl.

We had lunch together.

Just me and her.

She was the 3rd friendzoner 

but i will try to make her mine 

Hope just hope. 

Her name is Alison

It's a nice name.

 No wonder it feels weird.

but can't help feel that she might not love me the way I love her.

Maybe she can't be for me or 

She hates me thats why.

I send her gifts and try to keep myself hidden but she finds out 

I send her gifts and try to keep myself hiddenvut she found out.

I wanted to tell her how I feel but I end up back to square one feeling shy and stupid.

"If she could see this or hear my thoughts that I really like her that day and night I think on how she is or what she feels if she feels the same way or not."

So I made a stupid and at the same time corny plan.

I shall send bits and pieces of how i feel everyday of this week.

Hoping she won't or will understand.

The last week I gave her my last note.

Sealing my name.

I panicked. Thoughts of rejection and her reaction invade.

" Will she like it ??"

"Maybe She won't ."

"Will she love me ?? "

"Will it work ?? "

Since school ended an hour ago and I'm at home 

So I lie in bed wondering what happens next in the future.

As drowsiness overwhelms my body telling me to shut down and sleep so I let it.

I dream differently now.

I Dream of her.

Her smile and laughter.

>>>>>Zen's Guide<<<<<

Its not an obsession I admire her.

>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<< 

I wake up in an bed different from my bed.

It has a native kind of house.

I look at the window.

Im in an island or beach.

Then someone calls me 

"Zen." 

I turn and see her smiling.

She giggles and tells me.

"Let's play in the sand sleepyhead!!"

I grin and reply

"Race Ya !!"

She gigles and shows a bring it on face.

We run in the sand and play in the ocean.

We play with the water.

And for once

I was really happy.

Then She would tell me she likes me to.

"Hey!! The sun look!!" She grins.

As I look at the sun its so beautiful it has a mixture of clouds and a yellow orange sunset.

In that moment I didn't want it to end. 

I wanted It to at least last forever.

Forever.

I wanted time to stop or even let my dreams take me here for this time only to be with her.

But of course dreams cannot always go what you wanted them to be.

As the sun sets and the moon shines bright. It all fades......

Away..........

And Dissapear......

....18....

Author's Note

Hello Readers!!

Sorry for the very long update. 

I got really busy and stuff.

But Thank time for letting me update.

Next update will be this week or next week depending on the time I have.

Keep Reading !!!

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