EVERYTHING I'VE NEVER WANTED {Completed}

Part 21

He's running way too rude these days.

'I hate you'

He snaps a million times in a day.

He's weird!

He doesn't wake up for Fajr and If try to wake him up he screams,he's extremely grumpy and moody.

He doesn't go out a lot,he's not very mixing.

He barely smiles at anyone.

He fights with his dad all day.

He's very separate and introvert.

But the grumpiest is when he works,he's very lazy and laid back.

A total opposite of Akbaran.

I don't know how his boss bears with him.

Cause even his mum doesn't.

I miss my house,being just an hour away it feels miles away.

I wanna go home to my mum.

I've asked my mother in law multiple times if I can visit my mum but she refuses.

She's turned different than she seemed when I first came in this house.

She doesn't talk to me.

She taunts me a bit and she never consoles me.

I've never lived like this.

I've always had a hand on my back,I've never cried so much.

I miss being where somebody loved me.

"Can I go home?"

I ask him.

"Why are you asking me?"

"Because you're my husband"

I get ready for a taunt.

"Oh is that so!"

Here we go.

He shakes his head in a no.

"Please I really miss mum"

I plead.

"No"

He leaves the room being the man he is.

I don't cry now.

I'm so numb.

There is nearly no work in this house.

Maybe because I do everything to make the day end but it doesn't.

I call Zabrij.

"Hello"

"Assalumualaikum"

"Seher... You have my number? Do you know what my name is? Ugh what's saved in your phone huh!?"

4 torturing months with you is enough for me to know your name.

"Him..I saved it as Him"

"Cooool"

A slight laugh exited my lips.

"Can I go home?"

"You are already home"

"I mean my mum's"

"I see no need"

He hangs up on me.