Dark Poems

You don't know

You don't know how many times
I've dreamt of you
Coming into my room
and saving me.
You don't know how many times
I've felt you were here
In my room
With me
You don't know how many times
I've thought of you
Doing what we used to do
Laying with me
You don't know how many times
I've stopped myself
In my bathroom
To be with you
You don't know how many times
All of our memories came flooding back
Hitting me like a train
The times you spent with me
Most if all you don't know how much it hurts
You left me too soon
The thought of you gives me pain like nothing else.
But I guess I didn't know
Why you wanted me
To come into your room
And save you.