Had He Lost Her

Shock

She cries into his shoulder, as he hugs her tightly.
"Liv it gonna be okay I promise!" He whispers
But this only makes her cry harder.
"Can someone please tell me what the heck is going on?!" Cragen asks "what has been going on between you two?!"
They look at each other, then Elliot turns to face his friends.
"Me and Liv, have been sort of dating. But we didn't tell anyone, because we wanted to make sure it would work, between us, before we announced it" he explains
"Ha! You owe me $50!" Finn laughs smacking munches arm
Ignoring their little bet, "and, we had a baby, but, when she was undercover, she lost it" Elliot continues, he has to stop mid sentence because his voice cracks.
"Okay, well we will leave you two alone" Cragen says
They exchange smiles before they all leave the room.
"Liv" he says turning towards her. "We can have a new baby, I promise. We can have a family" he says
"No! I wanted that baby! I didn't even know I was pregnant! I killed our baby! What kind of a mother am I" She yells
"Liv, this isn't your fault! No way is this your fault. You didn't know, that's not your fault either! And I know that you wanted that baby, but I promise, we can have a family, we can try again, as soon as you are released from the hospital" he promises
"Really?" She asks
"Really!" He confirms. "Will you get some sleep now please? I want you to make a full recovery, so I can take you home as soon as possible" he says
"Okay" she replies
He kisses her cheek before he leaves the room to talk to the doctor.
"Will she be okay?" He asks
"I'm not sure. It's hard to tell until she makes her recovery. But she should be fine" she says

Olivia closes her eyes, but they are soon shot open by a sudden pain in her head. She begins to panic. Her heart monitor is going wild.
Elliot looks through the window and sees Olivia panicking.
"Liv what's the matter?!" He yells as he bursts through the door, with the doctor following.
"M..my..my head. I..i.. I can't breathe" she pants
"Please move out of the way sir" the doctor says "she is going into shock! Dr Jones, Dr Kelsey! Get in here now!" She yells
Two more doctors rush into the room. One with dark hair, one with fair hair.
They push Elliot out of the way. The doctors are speaking in a language he doesn't understand! Not a foreign language, but doctor language!
Just then her hears an ear piercing noise.
"Get me a defibrillator!" Dr Kelsey yells
"Oh my god!" Elliot cries as Dr Jones brings in the machine.
"Shock one" Dr Brown says
Olivia's body jumps into the air due to the shocks sent through her body.
This makes Elliot cry even more.
"Shock two!" She yells, as the first didn't work.
"Shock three!"  She yells "it's not working!"
Elliot cries even more.
"We'll try again!" He yells
"We have!" Dr Kelsey yells back.
They do a final shock, and there is no response.
The doctors turn to Elliot, with hanging heads.
"I'm so sorry" Dr Jones says
"What?! Is that all you can do?! She was fine two minutes ago! You said that she would be fine!" He yells
"I'm sorry. That's all we can do" Dr Brown says
Elliot forces himself to glance over to the love of his life. She lays there, breathless.
He moves over to her and sits down next to her. Her eyes closed, her chest not moving... Her pulse, no longer.