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YOUR POV

"It's not fair," I continued to rant to Erin and Jimin's brothers that Thursday. I'm sick and tired of texting Jimin and getting the same answer: This account is blocked. And I didn't even block it!!

"Why can't it at least help me reset my phone or something?! Like, is there something I can do?," I kept babbling on, and all Erin said was,"The media."

It's been five whole months, yet no response from Jimin. Is he dead? Could he be ignoring me? Does he not remember me anymore? But how could he have forgotten?!

"Last time we saw him, he signaled for us to run while he was trying to defeat our father once and for all," Hoseok said after I finished talking.

"I overheard Hyung making some deal with dad...I don't know what about though," Taehyung added.

I looked down immediately, hiding the tears that stung at my eyes. Did he make a deal to never see me or his brothers ever again? Could it have been that easy? Was he just trying to protect us?

I keep shaking the questions out of my head, but no matter what I do, they just keep coming back. Maybe they're all true...but maybe Jimin was actually a good guy...did he want to be like his father?

I felt a hand rubbing my back gently, and I realized it was JungKook. He smiled, as if to tell me that 'everything's gonna be okay', but I still can't believe it. I smiled back, unsure of how to feel.

"Ya know, (Y/N)," Erin suddenly piped in, seeming far more attentive,"maybe it was for the best..."

"Yeah, you guys just might not have been...," Seokjin's voice trailed off as he mumbled the last few words,"meant to...be..."

I wanted to frown, and I wanted to cry. But I couldn't. It made me feel so happy and thankful that I know people who care about me and make me feel better. What they said may not have made me actually feel better, but at least they were trying.

I don't even know why I miss Jimin so badly. We never really had anything special. Although, we did kind of build a love-hate relationship...ARG!! I just don't know how to handle this.

"Back to work, children!," I heard Mr.Chen call our to Erin and I, and also the boys who volunteered to work here in honor of Jimin's disappearance.

"He's going to come back, (Y/N)," Erin reassured me, reading my mind that was consumed in worry, fear, and very deep thought. She stared at me solemnly, a small smile appearing on her face as she whispered,

"I promise."
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Whoop! Another chapter!! I don't know when I should end this book...

Anywayyyyssss, I was wondering if I should make an 'About Me' book. Would you read it? Plz comment your thoughts! I will read them if u do!! Plz and thx!!! ^_^