Random Times With A Random Me!

*sighs*

Listen to the video first before reading on, please......

So these past months I...... have been thinking of stuff. Like "what would happen if I were gone from this world?" and "how many of my friends would actually care if I commit suicide?" Oh gosh, I'm tearing up here. I know that song was from Tokyo Ghoul (with Hatsune Miku singing it this time and with English lyrics and I want to watch Tokyo Ghoul someday) but that song kinda describes me. One of my friends already know about this whole suicide thing, so usually she says that she'll check my arms to see if I have cut myself. I haven't gotten to that stage.... yet. Once in a while I will get these "erasing myself from here" thoughts. But don't worry! I'll be here until the day I think its time to say goodbye.