hey guys i'm sorry i didn't update last weekend it's just that... i've been depressed a lot lately and it's hard for me to cover it up with a smile like i do every day and it's really hard to find stuff that keeps me happy. i had a friend over yesterday and even after that i spent most of the night crying for no reason and i'm starting to have "thoughts" again so yeah
i'm surprised that no one has noticed something's wrong. i guess that i'm good at covering up my pain :'(