Give me apathy
So I don't have to feel
As if I was disintegrating
From the inside out
I just want to be numb
Save me from the world
Save me from you
Heartbreak renders me useless
Every song I listen to
Is just filtered noise
In the background of all my thoughts
Thoughts about you
I hate that you like her
I hate that everything I am to you
Is merely platonic
It drives me insane
Makes me tear out my hair
I need a break from you
Because I keep getting cut
On the edges of my broken heart
But I can barely go a day without you
Talking, waving, sharing smiles, a song, a sentiment, a secret
It's the same way for you
With her
Isn't it
I know it is
You're heartbroken too
And if you just let me
I could try to fix you
We would piece together the shards of our hearts
And be okay again.
IdLoveToBeOkayAgain
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