(now this takes place when dean saw cas in the hospital)
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Castiel's P.O.V.
Sitting at the window, looking out of it
only seeing the hospital parking lot
it's the only thing I've seen in a while
so far nothing has changed with dean
i talk to him when were alone
which isn't a lot
gabe comes with me sometimes
sam comes in a lot with bobby
ellen and jo come in
they try and talk to me like nothings wrong
like dean's not even in the room
they think i need to see a therapist
but i don't want to
i need to face this on my own
i need to fight
and that's what i'm doing
one step at a time
dean right now is my top priority
i will deal with Metatron and the others later
same goes for my uncle
i don't exactly know what i'm going to do yet,
but whatever it is, i will have dean by my side
he will get through this
he will wake up
and i will be by his side when he does
i hear the nurse walk in
i feel her hand on her shoulder
i shudder a little bit
thinking about how dean used to do the same thing when i was sad
"don't worry castiel, i'm sure he will wake up soon" the nurse says to me
i look at her a little frustrated
"that's what you say everyday, but hes still the same everyday" i say a little harshly
she just looks down and nods her head
i look at her again with an apologetic look
"i'm sorry, i'm just..." i trail off trying to find the right words
i guess a mix of tiredness, sadness, anger, and numbness
i'm not sure how i feel
"i know" she says giving me a reassuring smile
suddenly something very strange happens
i feel like someone is touching my shoulder
even though i know nobody is
it felt familiar
like...
like dean...
a feeling of anxiousness passes through me
i look over at deans bed and rush to his side
is it him?
is this feeling him?
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...