Castiel's P.O.V. *1 Year later*
i know i never wanted this day to come
but it's here
the day i go to college
it was a place i knew i had to go
i wanted to be a doctor
i wanted to heal people to help people
and i needed to go to college to do that
but i had a slight problem
since i was with chuck now, we both didn't have a lot of money to go to a fancy college
but chuck says he knows a guy that works at a college upstate
he said that the guy could get me in for a really good price
considering the original price was already pretty good
it's not fancy at all, but it will get me the degree's and stuff that i need
i waited a while to go to college
because i wasn't...ok
after the whole thing happened with dean
i shake my head trying not to think about it
i cried for an entire week
i stayed in my room
i didn't eat
didn't sleep
i didn't do anything
chuck tried to help as much as he could
he feed me as much as i would eat
but would always throw it up
my stomach always felt sick
i couldn't eat, even if i wanted too
like a piece of me was ripped out of me
the only thing that stayed down was water
Jo was worried about me
but chuck explained everything to Ellen
without using dean's name
and Ellen was completely cool with it
she told me to take my time
it was the worst week i ever had
it felt like i was completely alone
i thought i would never be able to love anyone again
but after that week
i ran out of tears
i ran out of excuses to tell Ellen about missing work
and plus i felt bad
they didn't ask for this from me
so i forced myself up out of my nest of tissues and sweaty blankets
and i went to work
chuck was surprised seeing me awake
but supported me nevertheless
i finally decided to stop crying over him after a month
he obviously didn't want to talk to me
i sent him a thousand text messages and called him a hundred times
no answer
i guess that's it then...
Dean Winchester is really gone
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...