I loved you first

Why

Sometimes I wonder.

I just sit there.

I think.

Why.

How.

I think harder.

I think a lot.

But I don't say much.

The thought of you.

Keeps me up at night.

Does the thought of me.

Keep you up at night.

You never look at me.

The way you used too.

The way I crave for you too.

You stir at me.

But it's never.

The same.

It hurts so much.

I don't want.

It to hurt you too.

But I wish.

You could feel the pain.

That I feel.

I hate you.

For doing this to me.

But honestly.

Deep.

Deep.

Down.

I know.

I could never.

Hate you.

I trusted you.

I kind of.

Still do.

But I don't know.

I do.

I know.

There it is.

Ugh.

Those feelings.

Again.

Yes I said it.

Again.

I love you.

Please.

Come back.

- Harry xx

Okay I'm not to sure actually what this is. I mean it's just something I thought off when I was doing nothing so I guess this is my new thing. This should be updated quite a lot. My other ff. Not like anybody reads it anyway, will be updated whenever I get the time, but yeah this should be quite fast updates.

All the love - M❤️xx