I loved you first

Im falling

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Ride-twenty one pilots

Dont worry about me- Frances

No one ever loved- lykke li

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So I'm taking my time.

I've been thinking too much.

About me..

About you.

About us.

Remember the moment you left me.

Left me alone.

And you broke every promise you ever made.

You said you'd stay.

Keep me safe.

Then she came.

And you left.

You haven't ever come back for me.

Just for the house.

I'm like that thing you lost,

But you didn't really remember losing,

Because it didn't actually matter that much to you.

I miss living together.

I miss our cuddles in bed.

I miss watching movies whilst eating popcorn.

I miss having dinner together.

I miss sitting on our balcony at 1am just talking.

I miss you telling me I was needed.

Telling me I had to stay.

Promising me you'd never leave me.

You broke your promise.

It hurts.

I love you though .

So I don't care.

I wish you lived close.

Down the street.

Next door.

With me again.

Not as far.

When we were living together

Best friends.

Best friends who danced around the kitchen

Listening to jumpy fun songs

Singing along.

That's what we did.

Now suddenly all the songs are about you.

They're matching to my emotions.

No one bothers with me anymore.

You guys talk to me.

But I don't want to respond.

Occasionally i give an okay a yes or no.

But that's all.

I want you.

I just want your love.

I just want to feel important.

To someone.

To you.

But only fools fall for you.