I loved you first

Realisation.

I miss you so much.

Honestly.

I think so so much.

But I never say much.

I'd rather be at the beach.

Than at a party.

You ask why.

You tell me I'd be lonely.

I won't.

I have the moon.

The stars.

The galaxies.

The sea.

I have nature.

I don't need friends.

I have them.

Don't need them.

I have nature.

But I don't need it.

There is one thing I need.

Do you know what it is?

You should know.

I will tell you anyway.

It's you.

It's you.

It's you.

Have you ever smiled

But not meant it?

When you want to cry

So hard

You get a headache

You can't breathe

And you just want

To die.

I want.

I want.

I want.

But I guess that's crazy.

I want you.

How many times do I need to tell you.

Maybe if we did.

Maybe if just one day.

We did get together.

Maybe you'll end it.

Maybe you'll say we're not meant to last.

Maybe it will be over quicker,

Than I want it to be.

You make me forget all the bad things,

With just a single glance.

Your arms are so strong,

They hold me together,

when I can't even hold my self together.

I try to stop myself from falling every time i see you.

But I can't help myself.

I have this huge problem.

Like supersized.

Like the size of the Big Mac you get,

when we go to McDonald's.

Like the pizza you get,