I loved you first

Broken because I can love you more than this.

SOCCER AID WAS AMAZING NIALL FooKING NOTICED ME BECAUSE I SCREAMED I LOVE YOU NIALL AND HE LOOKED ME DEAD IN THE EYS AND SMILED AND HE STARTED WAVING AT ME BECAUSE I WAS WAVING. anyway back to the fic...

quick explain also - okay so right about now its been a couple weeks in between each part.OH and i decided i think he should be posting these on tumblr and then that gives me a plot. So.. yeah things are getting worse and Harry is getting suicidal and stuff and yeah there is gonna be a POV change within this chapter because it's kinda needed or yeah i cant move on with the story.. oh and i might so a double update ;0

NOW WE CAN GET TO THE FIC..

songs of the fic are;

bobby andanov - saving you

bobby andanov- broken

bobby andanov- war is love

bobby andanov- ready when you get here.

enjoy

HARRYS POV

you're supposed to stick by someone because you love them.

You're supposed to leave someone because you don't love them.

You're not supposed to leave someone because you love them.

You left.

I Don't know why.

Love or hate?

Sometimes people are beautiful.

Not in looks,

Not in what they say,

Just because they're them.

I'm not vain.

I know I'm not good enough.

I am a museum full of art,

Yet you had your eyes closed.

Now I cant even look at you

Every time your in our apartment

God you talk.

You talk to yourself sometimes.

Your voice alone drives me absolutely crazy

I don't choose the one who's beautiful to the world,

(even though you're gorgeous and the world knows it)

But rather, I choose the who makes my world beautiful.

My home.

God my thoughts.

They're destroying me.

I'm trying not to think but

the silence is also a killer.

But it's okay because in my dreams

I will always,

Always,

Find my way back to you.

Remember when we looked at eachother,

like the universe was in one an others eyes,

like our lives depended on it,

Like we were about to kiss.

God the radio's on as I write this Lou.

I keep finding you