3 years later
DesireeI took another pull from my blunt and let it fill my insides before releasing it from my nose. I let the blunt sit in the ash tray and thought about the news Ray told me.
Armani was getting released today. We had a talk about everything that went down and we came to the conclusion that I was wrong and me and Armani needed this break to think about what we really wanted.
I took another hit before putting the blunt in the ash tray and sighing. I picked up my phone and scrolled through my feed on Twitter. I didn't know what to do with my life today but I didn't want to stay home.
It's too early to be out in the club but that's definitely the move for tonight. I need to get laid, I haven't had sex in years and since Mani cut off all ties with me and made it known that I was no longer her girl, I'll do what the fuck I want.
I threw the covers off me and stumbled down the stairs and into the kitchen.
I had to move out because I'm 24 now and Busta basically kicked me out after she saw I smoked most of her weed. I figured it was time for me to go anyways, I didn't wanna be 30 still living with my parents.
So I moved 2 neighborhoods down so it would be easier for me to go and check up on them.
I opened the cabinets and grabbed a bunch of snacks then went in the living room to watch tv. I just want to spend the rest of the day getting loaded and end the night with some wonderful head.
*
9:30 p.m
"How fucked up we getting tonight?" Tammy asked,
I placed my hand on my chin and thought it about it, "I don't want to remember what happened when I wake up in the morning," I said,
We both laughed, "I'm wit that" Tammy said.
"Excuse me ladies, this drink is from the 2 women at the bar" the bartender said before setting it down in front of us.
I looked towards the bar and almost fell in love with the sight of the 2 studs at the bar.
"Bitch, look over there," I said, tapping Tammy's arm.
"Both of em cute, but I got a girlfriend," Tammy said.
"Should I fuck both of them?" I asked her,
"At the same time?" Tammy smirked,
"No, hell no," I said,
"Oh, then yeah. Go ahead, they both fine as fuck,"
Ray's presence was announced through the speakers along with Khylan, Marcus and Mani.
"We got Mani in this bitch, make some noise for my nigga Mani," the DJ said.
By now both of the studs were sitting next to me and Tammy.
"You Mani's girl right?" one of them asked,
"No" I said,
She nodded, "I'm Danny, & this my bro Jo Jo," she introduced herself and her friend.
Jo Jo gave me a head nod before turning back to Tammy who was laughing loud.
"What you drinking ma?" Danny asked me, "Straight vodka," I said,
"Desiree," Ray called my name, I looked up and saw him holding a bottle of Ciroc, "Come take a shot with us,"
He wasn't gonna leave me alone until I did, "I'll be right back," I said to Danny.
Ray handed me a shot glass and filled it all the way up, I looked around at every one elses and saw they were all filled up too.
I downed mines before telling everybody to be safe and returning back to Danny.
"You want to get out of here?" Danny asked,
"Sure" I said,
*
I could tell she was drug dealer by how big her mansion was and everything in it.
Not that it mattered cause I jus wanna fuck then I'll leave.
10 minutes into it, she was done. She claimed she was too tired and laid down. I didn't even get to cum so I had a attitude for the rest of the night.
Armani
I was happy to be out of jail, I had to be sober for 4 years and I couldn't kick it with any of my niggas.
I walked in the club, scanning the large crowd while the DJ announced our presence.
I noticed Desiree talking to Danny, I fucking hate Danny. She the fakest nigga I've ever met. Desiree smiled, that same smile that used to melt my heart. I don't like how somebody else is making her smile but I should've known this was going to happen. I cut off all ties with her when she told me she cheated on me. I made sure she couldn't visit anymore.
But that didn't mean I stopped caring about her, I love her. I just think we need time to hoe around. She cheated on me so I feel like I have to fuck a lot of bitches before we can be even because I know that if she cheated on me it had to mean something,
"Hey Mani," some girl said to me. I looked at her, she wasn't cute but her ass was really fat. "Wassup" I say, looking at Desiree and Danny. They were heading towards the exit and I knew they were about to fuck, I have to fuck a bitch tonight.
None of the bitches was cute so I decided to leave and go home.
I smoked 4 blunts before picking up my phone and calling Tee. She got out a couple weeks before me,
She told me she would be here in 10 minutes.
15 minutes later she was here,
"I missed you," Tee said, her heavy spanish accent taking over her voice. I didn't want to talk though, I jus wanna fuck.
For 20 minutes I was fucking her. She kept running and it was pissing me off. The only good thing about this was the fact that she keeps calling me "papi", This wasn't what I'm used to. When I would fuck Desiree, she wouldn't run. Just hearing Desiree moan my name was what would keep me going. I got irritated with Tee and told her to give me some head. But that was terrible. I started thinking back to Desiree, how she could make me bust in 5 minutes.
"Hurry up and make me cum lil bitch" I mumbled,
It seemed like forever but I finally did, "Let yourself out," I said to her. I laid back in my bed and closed my eyes, letting sleep take over my body.