Armani
2 weeks later
I woke up breathing heavy, my shirt was soaked with sweat and my head was throbbing. This had been the 3rd nightmare I had about losing Zion. I feel like it's a sign.
I rubbed my eyes and looked over at the doctor who was writing something down.
"Can I get some water," I asked, my voice didn't even sound the same.
"Oh you're finally awake," she smiled, "I'll be right back with your water,"
She left the room, I heard the toilet flush and water running. I looked over and fell in love with the sight of Desiree.
She was wearing some True Religion skinny jeans with one of my hoodies and some black timberlands. Her hair was in a messy bun, her captivating eyes stood out.
"You're finally awake," she rushed towards me and pulled me into her. I wrapped my arms around her lower waist as she cried while pecking my lips.
"I missed you so much baby," she said, staring in my eyes.
"I missed you more," I said before pecking her lips again.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her face in my chest. Her shampoo smelled really good, along with her perfume.
The doctor came back with a glass of water, Desiree took the pills and glass from the doctor then gave them to me. She got up from the bed and sat in the chair close to me.
I took the pills and washed it down with the water.
"Mani," Desiree said,
"Yeah" I say, looking at her.
"Why were you taking those pills? Were you trying to kill yourself?" she asked,
"No.. I was stressed about losing you, then I found out Zion had died and I lost it. I had been taking Percocet and Xanax to make me forget about it. The vodka and weed was just a bonus," I said,
She wiped her eyes, "I'm sorry about Zion, I know she meant a lot to you,"
"It's coo," I said,
"And you didn't lose me, I promise you didn't. I'm still here and I'm never leaving you," she said,
I smiled and pulled everything that was attatched to me off.
"I brought you some clothes," she handed me my MCM backpack.
I took it and went into the bathroom to change.
"You ready?" she asked,
"Yeah, lemme sign these papers first," I said, grabbing the clipboard and signing the discharge papers.
*
When we got home I immediately took a shower and changed into boxers and a Nike sports bra.
I didn't plan on doing anything but sleeping in my bed with Desiree laying on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her forehead multiple times. She giggled and looked down at me,
"I love you Mani," she said,
"I love you more Desiree," I said,
"Let's get married," she said,
"Tomorrow" I said,
"Why not today?" she asked,
"Because I just got out the hospital and I wanna spend time with you," I said,
"Fine, but we're getting married tomorrow" she said,
"Where at?" I asked,
"My parents backyard, then afterwards we're gonna have a pool party, then we're gonna come back and have amazing sex until I can't walk anymore," she said,
"I'm wit that," I smiled.
She kissed my lips, "I don't want to sleep the whole day Mani," she said,
"We don't have to sleep, we can make love to Young Thug until the sun goes down." I said,
"Let's do that," she smiled,
She got off me while I grabbed my phone and turned on Young Thug, then I retreated back to the bed.
"Nah, I wanna make love on the floor," she said,
She jumped in my arms and wrapped her arms around my neck, I lost balance and we ended up on the floor.
"Mani," she said,
"Hmm" I said, while kissing on her neck.
"I can't live without you, if you would've died, I would've too," she said.
I stopped kissing on her and stared down into her gorgeous green eyes, "Baby I'm not going anywhere any time soon,"
