Chapter 9

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April 21 2015

Hey. I've got some terrible news. I got cancer. In my blood. What am I supposed to do? How can I tell Lauren this? We went to the doctors today because the bruises on my back is still there and I haven't feel very good the last week. It turned out to be cancer. Why me? I'm so damn terrified. Mom is downstairs crying and talking to my dad. He doesn't seem to care much though because mom is yelling at him. I hate seeing her like this. I am upstairs and also crying. I need to tell Lauren like today or tomorrow because I will be hospitalized the 2nd May and I have to go thru Chemo. I will loose my hair. I'm so afraid that Lauren will leave me because I'm sick. She will probably leave me. I'm sure she will. She always tells me how beautiful I am and how she loves my hair. But when I get all this chemo and shit I'll be pale, skinny and I'll loose all my hair. What am I gonna do? I think I will just call Dinah and Ally over and tell them. It's about 11 pm and Lauren is coming over tonight anyways. Or I'll call her over now. I need her. God I'm so confused.

x Camila

Sorry because mistakes! 👀

-Michaela

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