Chapter 20

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October 3 2015

Turned out that the cancer in my blood wasn't better at all. But at the bright side, the new meds works. I have a really rough time with all the chemos so the only one I accept to visit me except Mom and Sofi is Lauren. She's here a lot and she's spending almost every night with me, then she have to go to school and after school she is here with me. Ally, Dinah and Liam are here sometimes, leaving flowers and checking on me quick before they're leaving again. It hurts to see them go, but at the end of the day - I was the one who told them to stay away from me. Tomorrow I'll have a kidney surgery. So I won't be able to celebrate our 7 months anniversity. I feel so bad for that, but Lauren insits it's fine. She told me she would rather miss one anniversity and then have me alive, instead of me dying because I prefered dinner with her insted of getting my life saved. I understand her on that point. But I'm still pissed that they choosed that date as the surgery date.

x Camila

Sorry because mistakes! 😊

-Michaela

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