Ever feel like you ripped a band-aid off from the inside out?
Do it fast. It don't hurt. It's bullshit
Trust me, I've found out.
Got cigarettes Marlboro, Menthol, Shorts
Keeps me relaxed, contained, comatose.
Everything unknown, other then home.
Displaced, replaced.
Caution: ----->>> Orange Cones.
I destroy myself, my relationships, and think "oh shit"
Wanna curl up in a ball and sometimes say "the hell with it."
But here I am. Keep moving on. I am here to stay.
Hoping to find real love, like Top Gun, can you?
~ Take My Breath Away~
Got enough built up anger in me like Charles Lee Ray,
But fuck Chucky he ain't got shit on me, not this way.
Sleeping pills, nightmares, are a dream come true
At least its escape from the way I feel, the way I do
Mary Jane is my sweet nectar, and I love her taste when I can.
She comforts and holds me, takes me to her never Never-land.
Where Dungeons and Dragons that feed my head.
But when I wake, and turn a corner
Like Kenny I'm dead.
I wish I had a Shelby a pretty, curvy ride.
But then all the boys would wanna see inside.
The interior is fragile that most don't understand.
You have to really "step up" to be my man.
So Alice take the pills to make you stand a little taller.
It's like the Matrix the colors, will make life a little broader.
Warm, gooey, honey dripping from my walls
Yeah! LOL look ma, I'm tripping balls!
Sorry, am I being too obscene?
At least, they can suck Me.
Roll me over, fuck me more abruptly.
What? Wanna say something? Go ahead interrupt me.
LOL yeah, I'm clowning, whatever.
You all know you all love me.
YOU ARE READING
Poetry of Shell
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