i watched movies about love
read books about love
listened songs about love
and watched my friends fall in love
everybody thinks that i am happy with myself
if they only knew how strong i ache for love
they say it is better of this way
that i won't have my heart broken
but they don't know how it feels to have your heart broken
for being so loveless
i would give everything
to feel those butterflies in my stomach
i would kiss those poisonous lips everyday
to feel a bit of love
before i die
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Morbid
Poetrymorbid adjective /ˈmɔː.bɪd/ /ˈmɔːr-/ definition: too interested in unpleasant subjects, especially death: a morbid fascination with death