Morbid

n.

sometimes i feel like screaming to my parents

that i am not ok

i want to scream them to stop pretending

that the meds are not working

but then i regret even thinking about it

i already cause them trouble

i shouldn't cause them too much pain

so in moments like these

i seal my mind and heart

i lock up my soul

for all i will die

with this pain inside me

i just do not want another person's weight on me

i do not need to pull someone down with me

maybe someday

i can scream all my thoughts

to the sea