i have tried so hard to understand
the meaning of life and love
it's just too complicated
it doesn't make sense that you have to live all those years doing nothing
to feel truly alive
and lose that someone
who made you feel alive with love
it's just so hard to make a decision
find love and lose that someone?
or live without love and never experience being truly alive?
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Morbid
Poetrymorbid adjective /ˈmɔː.bɪd/ /ˈmɔːr-/ definition: too interested in unpleasant subjects, especially death: a morbid fascination with death