i can't stop wishing for love
even though i know it will destroy me
i want to make that mistake of giving my heart to someone
and kiss poisonous lips
i want to feel the fireworks and goosebumps they talk about
i want to sneak out with him
and do rebellious things
i don't care how much it will hurt afterwards
just give me love
give me the damn love
so that whenever they ask me how it felt
i can say that it was like heaven in hell
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Morbid
Poetrymorbid adjective /ˈmɔː.bɪd/ /ˈmɔːr-/ definition: too interested in unpleasant subjects, especially death: a morbid fascination with death