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RANDOM POETRY I WROTE + some RANDOM rants

Poetry

its basically some poetry I wrote for a last high school project, and some random rants here an there when I have writers block. some of its happy other times not so much I guess its how you people perceive it as, also im random

#deepness #poetry #randomness

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by hideko21899

by hideko21899

I act happy on the outside

I act as if I don't care

I act as if I don't feel a thing

I act as if I'm strong, un feeling

or even numb

this is my mask

I act happy

I act that I'm okay

I act that im a robot

that im not vulnerable at all

will you listen

will you understand

Maybe just maybe I'm broken

I'm depressed

here's my plea this is my plea for help

extreme number of few know of my masks and of my vulnerability

oh when I say masks I mean as in plural

I have so many masks I sometimes forget

I forget which one is the true me

can you see which is which

can here my plea's for help for understandment

for acceptment into the world we know

I hate myself

I hate that I might have adhd

I hate that im impossible at letting others in

that I have built up my walls strong and forever alone

careful of who I let in

careful not to show weakness

careful not to cry