terrified of known

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Ever been scared of the unanswered questions?
That lay about
not knowing when the answers will appear
my mind and heart are in pain
a pain of not knowing answers to
the questions in my soul
Answers i may never get
Its terrifying to say the least
But im not one to say less
Im the type that says more
The beats of my heart are some ramped beast pacing face and loud
Other times they are not as fast but may as well not be slow
Health is one thing
Not knowing is another
Why does fate like to throw its crazy challenges around
I have suffered through The Depression
The Anxiety
The small beats of others misinterpreting my being of self
I clawed my way out of that hole i sunk into and came out stronger and kinder than ever before
But fate has something instore for me and i will face it head on
Head on with loved ones as my safety net
My safety net doesnt stop with just them it starts Me

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