Part 43

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I'm sick, with what? with being sad? with being lonely?

I'm sick, with what? with a new room? a new cage?

I'm sick, with what? is the I'm 'sorry' and 'prayers' worth hearing?

I'm sick, with what? the side effects are a pain why do take them if we never truly get any better? 

I'm sick, with what? you ask? 

Answer: Blood clots in my lungs or in medical terms a Pulmonary embolism. 

The doctors tell me if I was living on my own  I could of died and then preceded to tell me that I have enough of them in my lungs too kill me, Have admire this doctor hes straight up blunt to the point treated me with kindness and trust when I say around where I live doctors like that are rare. Its to bad he couldn't be my primary I liked him 

ps- I'm on blood thinners now and out of the ICU, been out for a few days but the loneliness is getting to me, I miss my co workers

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