I cannot describe what I'm feeling.
This sinking feeling, I just want to curl up in my dark room listening to bad Taylor Swift songs.
Yeah sad isn't it?
This is how i deal with feeling so used,
By someone i let in?
He didn't want to get to know me for my personality .
Nnnnnoooo
He just wanted me because he was "lonely" he didn't care who I was or if I had a brain
I should have seen the signs i thought i could fight for us look past every flaw he had because hey who am i to judge.
I told him he can have then gifts.
The dates didn't matter just being able to hang out and get to know him but that never happened for me.
Those never mattered to me.
We all have flaws he got very jealous of me talking to other people that were not him even if they were his family he wood go pout like a child.
He was always straight up honest with me i have to give him credit for that at least .
But still broke me more than needed.
Life sucks...karma suck... i haven't cried in so long i feel something that's not human that's for sure.
All my sorrow all my pain i wish it would dissipated into nothingness.
Have anyone of you felt this type of sorrow?
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RANDOM POETRY I WROTE + some RANDOM rants
Poetryits basically some poetry I wrote for a last high school project, and some random rants here an there when I have writers block. some of its happy other times not so much I guess its how you people perceive it as, also im random
