convay the stoic

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Im seen as stoic
Ive been told im hard to read
Do i not send a complete message
I am seen as according to others "badass"
Just because i dont really care what others say or do its not my business
I never understood why they avoided me
Why even some of the closest people to me
Even the ones i call friends
Cant read me
Im asked time and time again "why are you depressed" "why don't you smile"
I have always said i smile on the inside
Or thats what i think
Why would they judge me when i have never judged anyone of what
They look like or sounded like
What gives them that right
What gives these people the right to say untruthful things
I am ticked at the idea of this
Only one person that i know of has been able to see past my wall past my exterior
And they saw something different than what others see
They saw a kind and gentle soul that just happens to be very blunt
I hate the idea of hurting others
Even when im an anger haze
I can't stand useless violence
Or even blood
I get sick to my stomach if i even think of it
So i ask you do you judge others of what they look like? Or do look past that?
I have a gut feeling that 59% of you judge before looking past the exterior of someones being
I have wanted to write tgis for so long and convay my emotions into this
So comment your answer unless your to scared to let your opinion show?

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