I don't see the point in life anymore like what's so good about life all it is is a fucking mess and it just never gets better.. People say it does and yes it may or may not but it has not yet... It just keeps getting worse and the thing is I don't even really know why I'm so fucking mad at the world... I just really hate my life right now my sisters hate me for not apparent reason... I have no friends all my old ones pushed me away again for NO reason... My family hates me again for NO reason... Everyone's just hates me... I just don't know what to feel or think anymore... I was making straight A's the first semester of school and then the 2nd part I just was shit at making good grades... That's all I ever think about is how I would be if my life was normal but that's the thing I'm not and I will never be... I just don't know how long I could do this... I don't think I can do this anymore I just stopped caring if I was alive or not because nobody would even care if I was dead nobody even cares that I am still alive... Nothing would change if I did die my mom would just still worry about my sisters more than me... My friends would not even know that I am dead.. Maybe I should do everyone a blessing
and just end things for good
