You me & " HIM "

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I sat on my toilet hoping that tomorrow won't come.
I had my first day of school tomorrow and Jeon will be there.
I know for a fact I won't be able to face him.
What I saw , cannot be undone.

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My alarm went off
( 6:40 am )

It was morning and I was dead-
Literally , my eyes were swollen and I couldn't move from my bed.

" Beth hurry you'll be late for your first day of school !! "

My mother yelled down stairs.

I tried my best to pick up my limbs off the bed to stand up but ended up sitting up slowly with my eyes close.

I got up and head to the bathroom with my eyes still closed.
I scratch the back of my head as I opened my eyes while yawning.

My hair was in a messy bun and I grabbed the pony tail and pulled it down letting my hair bounce as I let it fall loose.

I looked at my self in the mirror and sighed

" What the hell is wrong with you Beth  ! "

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I started walking out the door making sure I have my keys and phone on me.
I closed the door behind me and took a deep breath in.
I missed the smell in the morning when I'd go outside. In Korea all kinds of smells would enter my nose. And it was all food. There wasn't a lot of plants where I was staying. And every morning I woke up to fights, or the smelly garbage outside my window. And pollution

The smell of grass filled my nose as I walked down my porch.

I looked over next door and saw Jeon walk down as well .

I froze .

Before he turned his head to look my way
I ducked next to a rose bush that was next to me.

He didn't see me.

I waited till he walked passed me and went the opposite way to school.

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I was waiting for my bus to come listening to
"Monster by EXO "
One of my favorites right now!

My earphones were on full blast and I was jamming to the song until I felt someone tug them leaving my ears bare to the sound of the city.

" Hey , what's your probl-"

I turned my head to see a tall guy behind me.

" why are you listening to them ?!"

He said with my left earphone in his hand

" What !?! is it illegal to listen to the music you love ?"

He tilted his head looking at me weird

As he walked passed me we didn't break eye contact

I took a seat next him so that I can bug him.

" could you sit somewhere else please. "

" No "

There weren't any seats left anyways.

It's hard to believe a boy like him went to my school.
He looked so aesthetic. His hair complimented his face. And his clothes made him look clean. He had a sweater that had " Beautiful Enough " across the chest with pockets below it. The right sleeve was blue and the left pink. His pants were a mix of blue and green and had white sneakers on. Wore a pink nike SnapBack and with blue circle sunglasses on.