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--Private-- 

When I'm with you,

It's like my brain has been put to a hold,

I think about nothing but only you,

You ask and I can't even put it into words for you,

It's always been the same in the past,

Abuse seems to follow me,

Here you come around talking about your future and including me in it,

Talking about how you're not in love with me yet and thinking I was expecting me to hear it from you,

The truth is,

It will freak me out if you did say it,

Did I say it?

No...I laugh about it,

I'm turning into a messy liar.

Open up, Sarah.

I can't and you know why,

Oh yes I do, I am you and he is to kind.

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--Fears inside the mind-- 

I'm scared of failure,

Never really being able to open up to anyone,

The past catching up to me,

Not being good enough because of my silly doubts,

Loved back less and giving someone a broken heart,

These words being expose to someone.

This is the truth.

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