Years To Come

22 Reasons

--Five Thousand To One--

Never really been treated right by any man,

Sad to say,

That Im use to it,

Do I want more for myself?

Of course I do but I'm afraid I'm way to lost to self respect now.

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---This One--

The book is feeling up,

Not too far from history,

So its use to its ways,

It doesn't want to lose the pride in itself,

Nor respect but that fear is coming alive,

Now that is it happening once again,

The ink gets heavy and pagers gets messy,

From the word I write,

They torn away,

The blame is on me,

A players dear book,

Put the blame on them.

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--Thick LOVE--

I bet every woman prays at your feet,

You enchant them with love,

A girl who is easy to fall for love,

A woman who isn't easy to fall into love,

You seem to get them all,

You promise but you break them all,

Save them all,

I fall,

Down to that love  enchantments  and we all start over again. 

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--Bad Friends--

Go away,

I don't want it all,

None of that,

They use and abuse,

There little demons,

Acting like there one of a kind and smile,

They draw you a rainbow just for you,

While their horns  injects  in your heart,

To sour for the humanity that it awakens depression of death.

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--Dirt In The Heavens---

I lost myself of a bed of roses,

The thorns pricks me as I get closer,

(I don't trust but I want too)

I'd die in your arms,

(Knowing myself I wont walk away)

Let them stare into my soul,

(Beside you)

The rest will weep at my grave.

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---Shell Lock--

Too torn to express myself,

Lost it all,

Games I play,

Weakening out,

Fading itself,

I can no longer be opened,

Shell that is locked.

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--Broccolis --

Am I a bad person?

If not,

why do I always end up  being alone?

The more I think,

The more I doubt myself,

Nobody stays and that makes me sad.

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---Stand BCK Boy!---

I don't know what's right,

Keep your blue eyes away from me,

Its like clock work,

You take everything across my cheeks,

What am I spouse to say?

One day you will believe me,

That day,

You'll see no sunshine,

You cant live  the way I did.

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--Bubbles--

Two worlds,
Two people,
Clash together,
Love sparks,
Papper cuts,
Nations divides,
Together I stay,
A love,
Dear for so much,
I sock in bubbles,
For the pride  to awake naked,
Path clears the way,
They scream to shame,
Nor your love isn't,
A shrew like me.
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--Put In Or Dice Out--
I never wanted to fit in,
Its easy to get lost,
Its more easy to get scared but I  guess I wanted to belong,
In a place,
Where I could free my thoughts and it never comes back for revenge,
No graves on tires and no more bruises on staircases.
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--Little Baby--

River so gently carry him though currents over away from the lambs blood,
Shall Mary come along and sweep him in. A....men.