Loving you was an itch
That would never go away.
Loving you wasn't just late at night
But in the middle of the day.
Loving you was tiring
But kept me up at night.
Loving you was darkness
But you were the only light.
Loving you was painful
But an anaesthetic, too.
Loving you was difficult,
But was all I ever knew.
Loving you was grey
But left my bathroom scarlet red.
Loving you consumed my life
And the thoughts consumed my head.
Loving you destroyed me
And kicked me when I'm down.
Loving you was an ocean
Where I knew I'd always drown.
