love again - ta-ku
I watch the black lizard crunch the ratchet cricket. He takes his time—he sees no apocalypse. I feed him another one, as I sit on the soft carpet floor.
"So how many girls have you brought here?" I ask.
Croc stares at my toes like they're his adversaries. I wiggle them and he skirts away.
"I don't usually bring company over," Jacob stands in the kitchen, doing something.
I look up at him, expressionless.
"I didn't say company, I said girls," I clarify, raising a hypercritical brow.
He leans on the counter and drinks his Fiji water. It doesn't help that his grey t-shirt hugs his built body so snuggly. I could possibly be drooling. The corners of the room feel like they're growing darker. I forget the time. I like how all the windows are covered with brown opaque drapes, like Jacob doesn't believe in stars and sky and infinity.
"Two," he answers.
Fair enough, I tell myself. Many braggart men I know would brag with a higher number. With his good looks, you'd think he meant two dozen. I don't ask if I'm the second or the third. I don't ask, no.
I came knocking at his door to return his clothes from a few nights ago. I ended up staying an hour later, playing with his lizard. We even ate some cold pizza. I told him I wrote a story about him. He said that's pretty cool. He told me he got a new tattoo on his shoulder. I said cool. And that was it. And now we're talking about girls in his room.
"You men are so weak," I glower.
"You women are so wicked," he quickly replies.
I return my attention to the lizard. I lure him in with the cricket. Jacob relaxes on his bed. Chill. Stress free. I really don't know why I'm here.
"Why are you averse to having a relationship?" I ask, like a philosopher.
"What makes you think that?" he asks back.
"You're a player," there's no philosophy in my words.
The minute of silence tells me he's frowning. Yeah, I shouldn't be so blunt. At least not so often...
"I'm not," he defends loosely.
If he were in a court room, the jury would boo him.
"Oh really?" I'm sarcastic now.
"I just haven't found the one," he smiles widely.
"You mean the one for tomorrow night?" I inure.
He laughs now, appreciating my sense of humour. I laugh a bit too at my own joke, sadly.
"And you?" he looks at me petting the lizard, "You're madly in love with your boyfriend?"
"We're so-o in love. We made out last night," I shrug my shoulder, like it's nothing new.
"Hm."
I pause, "What's 'hm'?"
"Just... Hm."
I roll my eyes and put the lizard back in his tropic simulated habitat.
"Last time you kissed me, it was a disappointment," I say to hurt his ego.
"Last time I kissed you, it was your first kiss."
How... How does he know that? I keep a blank face on. Don't make him see you sweat. I brush my hair back.
"First kiss with a failure."
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