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Maggie Collins

i want to tell him. About my father about all of it. I don't wanna keep lying to him about it. Especially when i wanna cry about it every time i think about it all. But he already has so much on his plate. I still wonder how someone like him can like someone as complicated as me.

I wonder why he hasnt left just like my past boyfriend. I don't want him to have to deal with my problems. I have to let him go. Even if im completly in love with him.

Its already harder than it seems. I can't do it. I love him. I don't wanna hurt him. Hes the first boy i have felt this way for. I don't want to let him go. But its what needs to be done. But when it comes to this. I don't wanna let him go. For him im completly selfish. I don't even wanna see him with anyone else but me.