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Maggie Collins

I can feel this place slowly drive me insane. I cant do anything without the nurses checking on me. Its just all so frustrating. I hate it here. I wanna get the hell out. I just wanna go home. I want my mom back. I want my father back. I just want my family back. I feel like I'm never getting my life together.

I wish i died in that car crash. I just want all the pain in my heart to go away. I feel like im just a burden to everyone just like my father said. Its all true. Why was i even born ?

I just keep pushing everyone away from keeping myself from getting hurt. Just like jack but only then i realize im hurting him. The only person ive been holding on to my life was all because of him. He saved me. No its time that i return the favor. Im gonna live for him. Im gonna be happy. And thats a promise