N O S T A L G I C (incomplete)

20- At least it ends on a good note

*skip a month*

Its last day of Term 1 and damn this term went too slow. So much has happened in just a couple of months I cant even deal. But now its time for a break away from those assholes at school and especially a break away from Brett because Wes just got back yesterday and he wants the two of us to go on a road trip. He just took off a few weeks ago to some place, I dont know where but his back now and he says he just needed to clear his head thats why he took off like that. I really think something is bothering him though and thats why I think this road trip will do the two of us a favour.

I sit patiently in last period waiting for the bell to ring, signaling the end of day. I look down at my watch and see that there is still 3 minutes or so left. Logan wasn't at school again today so it was really boring. The only thing which got me thinking was how strange Victoria and her gang is acting, especially toward Bailey, something must be going on and if its about the baby I need to find out. My thoughts are interupted by the loud bell and scoffing of feet rushing toward the door. I jump up out of my seat and make my way to my locker so I can fill it up with all these books I don't need right now. After having stuffed my locker full I head to my new baby-blue, gleaming scooter which my mom got me after I turned 17 and I had just learned to drive it, how exciting. Finally I can go where I want and when I want. As I start the engine of my scooter I feel a firm grip on my shoulder and frightfully I turn around. Upon turning around I am blessed and instantly my face lights up.
"Omg where have you been I missed you soo much this week!" I exclaim jumping into Logan's arms.
"I missed you so much more Astin." He says bracing me tightly and a tear dropping from his eye, wetting his flushed cheeks.
"What's wrong where were you?" I ask gently, breaking the hug to wipe the tears away with my bare hands.
"Im sorry I havent been chatting to you lately but my father just passed away and its just my mom and I now." He says with such a heavy heart that even i begin to tear.
"Aaawww Astin dont cry, its okay, Im fine." He hugs me tightly again.
"Its not okay. I know how it feels to lose a dad."I muffle into his chest.
"Oh dang now I wet your T-shirt." I say lifting my face.
"Its fine. Astin thats just how life is and I've gotta learn how to deal with it and just move on." He replies. I just stare at him blankly wondering why it was so easy for him to just say that. I mean i still get a bit teary when i think of how my dad left so how does he just accept it? But then again I guess everyone deals with death differently.
"Astin?" He says, knocking me out of my thoughts.
"You havent met my brother yet have you?"
"No."
"Then climb on cause i have an amazing idea!" I say with a squeal.
When we get home i rush toward my house, Logan hanging onto my hand and the scene immediately makes me think of when Brett was pulling me into the underwear store. No stop thinking about him Astin. You cant have him. Stop it now. Get your head straight, he's bad news. Focus on Logan.
I rush up the stairs and head to Wes's room. I fling the door open without even knocking.
"WESPLEASEPLEASELETLOGANCOMEWITHUSONTHETRIPPLEASE!" I say.
"What? Please slow down and calm the fuck down so i can hear what you actually saying!" He replies with a giggle.
I roll my eyes.
"Can Logan please come with us on the trip, pretty please?!!" I repeat slowly.
"Who's Logan?"
I have Wes's attention now. He stands up and heads down stairs. Logan is still standing in the same spot i left him, by the front door. Wes eyes Logan carefully before agreeing that Logan can come with. I squeal when Wes agrees and I give him a huge hug and kiss.
"Ummm Astin what's going on ?"
"You're going with us on a road trip."
He gives me a warm smile and thank you.

"Logan are you okay there in the kitchen?" I holla to him as i turn the computer on.
"I think so." He hollas back seeming very unsure. So i make my way to the kitchen and find that all the popcorn is burnt.
"Logan!" I say with a giggle. He looks really worried.
"Im sorry Astin."
"Naah its fine i bought a packet of popcorn just in case." I reply and he laughs.
"So what you just wanted to test my cooking skills ?"
"That wasn't even cooking and you failed." We laugh and then he chases me upstairs to my room trying to tickle me. He throws me on the bed and dives in.
"Ha got you!"
"Not really."
I muster up all my strength to turn his masculine body over so that I'm on top of him. He puts his hands in my waist and i freeze. He stares straight into my eyes and he's blue eyes give me a shiver. He moves his face closer. I move mine closer. I can feel his breathe so strong on me.
I move closer and peck his lips and just before i move away he locks my lips into his. He shifts his hands to my butt and i move mine to grip his soft hair. We kiss. Perfectly in sync, such a passion and with a wind of relief blowing over me. I press my chest against him before he breaks the kiss.
"Astin... I ... I uuhhh really like you." He whispers.
I think my cheeks were so flushed that i probably looked like a tomato.
"I think i like you too." I whisper back, heart pounding. We sit up and decide to snuggle up together and just watch a movie. The last few weeks with Logan in my life was amazing. I actually look forward to going to school just to see him and spend time with him. He really just lightened my world up, Better than Brett actually...
He's the only good thing in my life right now basically.