CAMOUFLAGE

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I hear the clouds groan.
I sigh!

It is my attachment
For a paranoia;

A fear that howls within,
Every time in the night

And gone by the day
A time of day dreamers.

A drop so cold, falls crashing
Upon the terrace

And the sound of the tapping drops
Makes me clutch my face.

The lights are out again,
There is greydom everywhere.

The time is gone, years, are gone
Do you feel the cold again.

It's to hard for me to stare at
The corners we hid to kiss

I am not a psycho-stalker
You complete me though, fill my needs.

In the silent madness of solitude
My heart trembles to let go,

Let go of every demon I possess
Inside of me, in tears.

There is a puddle where I stand
But I feel a burning fire.

The anon fear teases my skin again
I feel, I am going to perspire.

To battle the adamant cruelty of rain
I let it all go.

Screaming, wailing,
Like a madman caught in a bad day.

The rain falling on my tears
And sweat, laves away

All the burden on my soul.
I'll shred them today.

Rain, sweat and heavy tears:
A mastered camouflage;

I may cry all through the rain
No one knows, none would care.

When I'm done, the face glows:
Once dimmed, brightened now.

I can still feel a fire burn
Now burning in the raindrops

Madly pinching my naked skin
But it never hurt anymore.

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