Acceptance.
The word itself means a lot of things. And, usually, when you accept, there must be something to give in return.
What could he possibly give in return when he already gave his everything?
Five stages of grief:
"No...that can't be right; he loves me."
"Why the fuck does it have to be them?!"
"I could wait. I can wait for my chance."
"But do they want me?"
And lastly...
"They don't."
Acceptance.
It wasn't easy. It was sacrificing everything to one single person. He devoted all of his wishful thinking, his hope hanging by a thread. It wasn't easy, but he took the risk.
The risk of getting rejected. The risk of not being able to love him back. The risk of not being able love him as much.
He chose to walk to his made up fantasy.
He let himself fall.
It was his fault.
It was his fault.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
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