This is real life

17.

Jade Pov
A instant flashback hit me
*Flashback*
"Baby girl this is Valencia Im really good friends with her mom" said My mom
"I finally have somebody to play with while I wait" I said
"Yup you two have fun now" said My mom going back to her station
"Hi im Jade im six years old" I said
She giggled "What a pretty name Im seven years old" said Valencia
"You are older than me" I said
She nodded "I have two new dolls wanna play with me" said Valencia
"Yes" I said
She came over here and sat down next to me she handed me one and we started to play
"Your so lucky to have new dolls mines are old hand me downs" I said
"Yea im very lucky I only have one sister and she doesn't play with dolls" said Valencia
"Oh I have two sisters and two brothers" I said
"That's why you get hand me downs" said Valencia
"Valencia come here for a min" called Her mom
"Coming mommy" said Valencia getting up
She ran to her mom station
Her doll was very pretty, I wanted it so I got up and went to my bag and quickly put it into my bag.
"Hey!" I heard behind me
I jumped and turned around
She giggled "Silly scary cat say why wont we take a break from Barbies and play hide n go seek" said Valencia
I felt relieved "Okay" I said
We started to play hide n go seek
A hour later Valencia had to leave she realized one of her dolls was gone.
"Did you take my doll" said Valencia
"No I didn't" I said
"Yes you did why were you by your bag" said Valencia
"I didn't take your doll" I said
That's when our moms got involve
"Jade will never do something like that" said My mom
"Shes not innocent Carol, but don't worry about it babygirl we gonna get you two more dolls from the store" said Valencia mom
"Okay mommy even though I know she took my dolly" said Valencia
They had left after that
"Did you take her doll" said My mom
"I didn't mommy" I said hugging her leg
*Flashback ends*
I looked at June "I did something bad and I regret it to this day" I said
He looked at me "You said you never did something bad" said June
"Well I did" I said with a tone
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I rushed to my room and got my songbook
I wanna change the song I want a little rap to it.
Im going to do Chasing the sky by the empire cast(In the media) now I gotta find a rapper to do Hakeems part and I gotta text all my morning choir/band to play the music to the song
I texted them and Amaya I got up and walked out of my room and went to Coreys room.
"Corey" I said
"What next time request a time when you coming in my room" said Corey putting something up
"Its not just your room anyways do you know from our school that can rap" I said
"Lil shoota can rap but wont have no clue what song you doing he only listen to trap" said Corey
"Oh what about lil man" I said
"He too hood for that shit plus he got sells to do" said Corey
"Lil killa" I said
"I dont know I never heard him rap before why wont you call him" said Corey
I popped my mouth "Ima just text him" I said
Killa 🔫💪⛽💯
Killa can you rap?: Jade
Hell yea why: Killa
I need someone to rap one part of the song for me: Jade
Ill see what I can do send me the lyrics but dont get your hopes high im out making sells: Killa
Okay I wont: Jade
I sent him the lyrics and turned my phone off
"What he say" said Corey
"Dont get your hopes up to high" I said walking out
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"Why you change the song" said Amaya
"Because I think everybody will relate to this song" I said
"Okay" said Amaya
It was very loud in the auditorium
I decided to peep It was like the whole school.
My heart started to race "Oh no Amaya I dont think I can do this" I said
"Yes you can Jadey you're up next" said Amaya
"Oh my goodness" I said
"Jade break out of that stage fright" said Chersanto
"I cant okay" I said
The auditorium got even more louder
"Give it up for Valencia"
I squinted my eyes once she came back here
"Try to beat that" said Valencia popping her gum while strolling away
"Ooo I hate that bitch" said Emily
"DONT THINK YOU ALL THAT CAUSE YOU GOT YOUR HAIR DID!" said Amaya loudly
"Jade your up" said Miss Monroe
I looked at the others
"Dont worry Jadey we will be right behind you" said Amaya
"Okay" I said
Miss Monroe lead me to the real entrance next thing you knew it I was on that stage scared straight
All eyes was on me
I took a deep breath and went to the mic
Think positive get rid of that stage fright and remember plan B if Lil killa dont show up I thought
I gave Amaya and them the signal
So far not bad
"Open your eyes to what you love to hate youre up in the sky but you aint flying straight where do I go when I cant go home?" Cause you sold it yea you lost yourself when you were just no more take every piece every piece of me whatever you need my mind is changing and I cant hide No, but you know where Ill be Mother...
" I sang
My whole world stop because I know this is where im suppose to sing louder I started to hear voices in my head.
"She got them vocals"
"That was beautiful"
"Jade you need to break out of that stage fright"
"Watch there is gonna be even more people when you out there"
"You can do it Jade fuck what everybody else think you go out there and do you"
"We right behind you"
"Try that to beat that"
My world resume
"And I know I said I didnt need it I said I wasnt built for it Well now that I can see it Damn right Im really made for this chasing the sky trying to fly and now I see why you had to be so hard for me you hear my roar then feel your legacy Fear of the sky no choice but to fly so high so high so high" I sang loud and proud
The lights went dim out of no where. My heart started to race
"Blood' posed to be thicker than water it is" rap lil killa making his way on the stage
I started to smile
"Nowadays we cant even stomach the thought of it its like we cant even get along who right and who in the wrong too busy pointing fingers like its politics" rap Lil killa
"Politics" I sang
"I tell you to shut up you tell me to be quiet too much dysfunction cut up like we at riot kicking and punching Aint nobody here in me the aint and you would think that we wasn't related why we even throwing blows in the first place we fight at cookouts picnics and birthdays I tried to get a benefit but in the worst case you keep talking smack and end up with a hurt face and we tried everything that its time for plan B if bloods and crips can reconcile why cant we" rap lil killa
"Why cant we" I sang
"I guess im ratchet like my mama and papa im chasing the sky I aint talking about the vodka lets fly" rap lil killa
Of course we had Chersanto to do luscious part
"Far from a perfect man the fights and lies I guess youll never understand a mother and father wanted for you much more than" sang Chersanto
"Much more than" I sang
"Life is a slight of hand" sang Chersanto
"If you hate it today" I sang
"But my love for you is one thing that is true" sang Chersanto
"Going all alone" I sang
"Going all alone" sang Chersanto
"And I cant even trust all the people here inside my home " I sang
"Here inside my home" sang Chersanto
"But if your are my brother then never let it get so wrong that you turn your back on when we turn your back on me on your family no" I sang
"said I know" sang Chersanto
"Said I know" I sang
"I said I didn't need it I said I wasn't built for this" sang Chersanto
"I wasn't built for this" I sang
"But now that I can see it Damn right im really made for this" sang Chersanto
"Im really made for this" I sang
"Chasing the sky" sang Chersanto
"Trying to fly" I sang
"So high so high so high" sang Chersanto
"And now I see just why you had to be so hard on me" I said
"So hard on me" sang Chersanto
"You hear my roar then feel your legacy fear of the sky no choice but to fly" I sang
"So high so high so high" sang Chersanto
It was Amaya job to finish up the song with the piano after Amaya was done the whole Auditorium was dead silent
I didn't bother to look
All of sudden it got loud louder than Valencias
I started to cry in a good way and gave Killa and Chersanto a hug
I cant believe it I did it
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She did it!!
More to come!!
Excuse my mistakes!!!