Dying Flowers

Black, White and Red

you probably think that im gonna be another depressing girl living in a stressful atmospheric life. but no
thats not my story.
im perfect, i have long brown slightly curly hair, brown eyes, flawless face and im smart, popular. i love myself. i really do. if anyone hates me then shoot them they probably dont know what to do with their life. but
my life changed when i saw
her.
Jade.
shes stealing my fame.
my beautiful fame, now gone.
i hate her.
long straight black shiny hair. Black eyes. Tiny lips. fair - almost white skin.
she almost looks like a doll.
' Jade you're so pretty! '
' Omg you are SO SMART! '
' I really like her u know, shes nice and not egoistic '
those words
its as if they're mocking me.
every time i hear her name
every time i see her face
every time i think about her.
i feel like
shes cheating.
i was in my room , thinking about the stuff that i needed to resolve around myself.
' MORE CONCEALER YES! '
i took my Nars concealer and covered up even the tiniest bit of freckles and scars that i have.
what else
' FOUNDATION! '
i covered my face with the whitest foundation i could buy.
That night i bought everything that i needed to be more beautiful than that Jade
huh! what a name! J-A-D-E . its not even THAT great as mine . S-H-A-N-A.
its unique, pretty ( like me ) and cool too!
i dont understand the world for god's sake.
i covered my face with an inch layer thick of foundation and concealer , made my lips smaller and put on the secret ingredient.
' now Jade, ill be prettier than you. haha, hAHa, HAHAHAHAHHAH AHAHAHHAAHAH HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! '
i went to school that day and everybody avoided me.
wait... i thought...
' GUYS! DONT YOU LIKE ME?! I LOOK PRETTY RIGHT? '
' Shana, you dont look pretty.. but we can see that you're obsessed with Jade '
' YEA! stop copying her! '
no.
' COPYCAT! '
no.
' ATTENTION SEEKER! '
NO
' NOOOOO! '
i screamed and ran off to Jade.
i dragged her out of the school and into my car.
' Shana? whats going on? '
i ignored her. and drove her to my house.
dragged her into my room and threw her on the bed.
' DONT U UNDERSTAND? YOU STOLE MY FAME JADE YOU STOLE IT! ' as i threw the black shiny wig from my head.
' but.. Shana i didnt steal it '
' YOU DID YOU BITCH! DONT U UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO MAINTAIN MY STATUS LIKE THIS? '
her doll-like face, staring at me with those marble-looking brown eyes.
mocks me.
i turned around and saw a doll,
wearing a black dress with brown curly hair almost like mine.
and i knew what to do.
i grabbed my dumbbell
and smacked her head.
she died instantly.
but i wasnt done.
i tied her up on a chair.
carved out her hair, her skin.
took out those marble eyes
from her eye sockets.
ripped out her little lips perfectly.
' now. your fame is mine'

' wow! Jade u got a makeover?'
' You look so pretty! '
' Now, Shana moved out, you should be the most popular girl in school! '
i giggled as i brushed my new black shiny hair that i stitched and my new set of lips that i wore.
all from the the body that is now living in my room.
disguised as a doll.