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I'm here. I'm proud - Delirious

I just wrote this at midnight so I'm sorry for the mistakes. Just let me know if there is any

Your p.o.v.
I was so tired. I could never do anything right! Delirious is always on YouTube. All my friends just used me to get close to him. He is my boyfriend. All of see is hate comments towards me. Even my family is against me being with delirious. But I love him. I walk around the kitchen in the house I shared with my boyfriend.

I sigh softly as I hear delirious yell from his gaming room. All I could do is sigh "recording again. " I walk to the calender on the fridge. I look back on the past few months and counted. We went on 3 dates in the last 5 month. And another 20 he stood up because of his gaming and videos. It's like he doesn't even care anymore. He doesn't even call cute nicknames anymore. It's like....no one cares or notices me anymore. I walk up to my room and sits on the bed. I look around and starts to tear up. I soon began to cry.

I reach for a bottle of pills. No one would care, right? I try to open the pills and struggles. It was hard to see with my tears and me as a sobbing mess. I struggled with the bottle "Why won't you open?!" I hissed.

I felt a jolt of guilt as I heard his voice "what are you doing?!" Delirious ran to my side. We played tug of war for a moment with the pill bottle. He quickly won and threw it across the room. The pills flew around the room. I went to get some , only to have Delirious pull me into his lap. He hugged me tightly so I could not move.

"Don't do it. I love you! Your the best thing that ever happened. Please. Don't do this (y/n)" He said. I just cried as he held me. "I love you so much. Please. " He said as he softly kisses my cheek. He held me until my eyes became heavy and close.

Delirious p.o.v

I was just playing with my friends for their videos. It's been months, because youtube is stressing us out. I just want to be with my girl. I sigh softly as we play. We finish recording early for once. They guys started talking.

"Hey delirious. You have a girlfriend. How is she?" Moo asks. I sigh "I don't know."was all I could say. I really didn't know. Moo sounded shock "what? Why don't you know?"

I only fell silent before cartoonz spoke up "He spends all his Fucking time with us!" He said. Moo sighed. "Go to her delirious. Now" He said. I left my computer, not even bothering to hang up.

I ran into the room we shared. I heard her speak "Why won't you open?!" (Y/n) cried. That shot pain into me. I have to stop her "what are you doing?!" I yelled and run to her side. We played tug of war for a moment with the pill bottle. I quickly won, yanking the pills, careful to not hirt (y/n). The pills were thrown across the room, scattered. She tired to get some pills. I quickly grab her and pulls her into me. I held her tightly yet softly like she could break.

"Don't do it. I love you! Your the best thing that ever happened. Please. Don't do this (y/n)" i said, just about to cry. She just cried as i held her in my arms.. "I love you so much. Please. " i said as i softly kiss her cheek. (Y/n) closes her eyes, falling asleep. I cried quietly " I promise, I won't leave you alone anymore. I'm here for you (y/n)...I'm so proud of you"