Phil's POV

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-week before all this drama shit happens-
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I was walking down the street with Dan after the party, neither of us saying a word. We had just told my family about our relationship. I don't know how to feel, but Dan seemed happy.

When we got back to the flat, I told Dan that I had forgotten something and needed to go get it. "Don't be too long." He said, pecking me on the cheek. I smiled and nodded my head as I walked out of the flat.

I felt guilty.

Instead of going back to the party, I walked into a bar just down the street from my apartment. After ordering my drink I sat there thinking about what I was doing. The night that I came out to my parents 6 years ago, I did the same thing that I'm doing now. I planned to get drunk so I didn't have to think about this tonight. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep unless I was drunk. This was the only thing I could think of that would work.
-1 hour later-
"Hey." I said. I walked up to a man dancing by himself. He didn't seem to be drunk like me, but he had definitely had some drinks.

"Hello." He said. He was tall, but not quite as tall as I am. He had green eyes and tanned skin that was the same color as caramel. He was hot. At this point all thoughts of Dan were out of my mind and I stepped closer to the man.

"What's your name?" I asked, my thoughts were all jumbled up and I couldn't make out what he said. Was it something like Bryan?

After about thirty minutes of talking and nearly throwing up, I asked him out on a date.

"Do you want to go on a date this Saturday?"

"Sure!" He responded. I took a napkin and a pen and scribbled down the first number that came to mind. I'm not sure it was mine, but at the moment I didn't really care.

We kissed.
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I left the bar around 3:30 am. When I got to the flat, I opened the door and saw Dan asleep on the couch. He must have been watching something on Netflix. I walked back into my room and instantly fell asleep.
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Ok I know this is a short and shitty chapter but I just wanted a chapter that explains what happened. I'm gonna write another chapter in Phil's pov later.

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