One-Shots♛ || Tokyo Ghoul x Reader ||

Real Thing [F/A] || Urie Kuki

a/n: i'm so t i r e d of people.

If you're rereading this again (at person), thank you. That's all.

inspiration: The Real Thing - FEMM

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            His heart was at an SOS for way too long. But he didn't know what these feelings were, why he was stopping himself in the first place. Was he afraid of something new or did he fear more for the heartbreak in the end? Even if he had all this fear deep within them, he wanted nothing more than to look into your eyes, to be hypnotized. Nobody to interject you two or even take you away.

Urie craved the feeling of your fingertips on his skin and he could honestly say there was a chemistry build there. You were right next to him, a heart beating in your chest. Your soft eyes were looking into his and there was a smile across his lips, a look that you only ever shown to him and him only. He was next to you, face to face, this is the real thing he wanted.

With you by his side, it had him all hung up on the real thing. Nothing digital, nothing fake, because it had no meaning. The real thing couldn't compare to any other feeling in the world, it could never compete to what you offered and gave to Urie. He wouldn't trade that for the world.

Your finger tips brush against his cheek, but he catches you off guard when he gently grabs at your wrist, guiding your hand to maneuver elsewhere. The back of your hand comes in contact with his cold lips as he gently leaves a soft kiss onto the surface. His heart felt like it swelled with overwhelming feelings and you were the one to blame. This was the real thing.

The sound of your voice, the soft smell of you, the very bright presence of yourself. It was all yours and he couldn't have asked for more because you were all that he needed. He forgotten every tragedy, every bad mistake, and every scar in his mind if you continued to love him; you alone made him forget the world existed.

But all of that was gone. Was he to blame? He didn't know. The real thing was lost; should he replace you? That would be kind of ridiculous, he notes to himself. His eyes shut close as he tries to hold back his tears. He wasn't the type to cry often, but how could he not this time when he's carrying this type of suffering and pain? There would be nobody by his side anymore, the side that belonged to you would be cold and empty without you there.

There would be nobody to give Urie such kind smiles and loving looks. There would be nobody to compare to you that had your melodic laugh and your gentle voice. Nobody can even compete with the feeling of your own touch. He feels bleak, grim even, without you here anymore. From now on, he's forced to lived without the light that was you. Now this was just another scar in his heart to accompany all the other ones.

You were the real thing and he'll never forget that.