Phils Pov
I grabbed my duvet wrapping it around my body as sobbs wrecked through me. I sniffled wiping my eyes. Hes gonna be okay. I repeated letting the tears dry across my flushed cheeks
Aftet about an hour of on and off breakdowns and eating chocolate ceral my phone beeped.
Danyul started a chat:
Chris;) joined the chat
Pej joined the chat
DepressingPhil: Dan?
Pej: Phil don't
Danyul: Phil, please just listen.
Chris;) :IF THIS IS A PHAN CONVO Y ARE ME AND PJ HERE ?
Danyul: Chris i swear to god...
DepressingPhil: ok
Danyul: You mean so much to me Phil and you know that. I was in shock on how close we got in such a short period of time and i guess i gotta little to emo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
DepressingPhil: Really Dan
DepressingPhil:.A shrug, you just shrug it off and act like nothing is wrong and your not going to die sooner or later.
Chris;): Hes not gonnq die Phil please calm down
DepressingPhil: DONT TELL ME YI CALM DOWN MY BESTFRIEND HAD CANCER AND HE DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO GUTS TO TELL ME!
DepressingPhil: You know what, fuck you Dan.
DepressingPhil: You cant just make someone so infatuated with you and then just leave them Dan. You cant be so impossibility perfect but yoy won't even look at yourself in a mirror and it gets hard holding myself together when my glue is failing.
Danyul: I'm your glue arnt I Phil...
DepressingPhil: Yes Dan. You. Chris. PJ. You all help me keep it together. Please just dont just leave Dan.
Chris;): You help us to Phil. We qll cqre qbout you Phil Lester.
Pej: #PhilLesterapreciationsquad
Chris ;): #PhilLesterapreciationsquad
Dayul: #PhilLesterapreciationsquad
DepressingPhil changed his name to : Phill🍠
Phill🍠: You know i love you guys right?
Chris ;): Bro, that's gay
Pej: your gay Chris stfu
Chris;) : TRUE
Danyul: ?!
Phill🍠: ^ m8!
Chris;) : Oops, well i guess ya know know guys.
Dayul: DAM SONNNN
Phill🍠: YAY CHRIS
Pej: IM BISEXUAL!!!
Danyul: We know Peej
Phill🍠: God Pj way to be an attention wh**e
Pej: Im just gonna go kill myself now!
Phill🍠: NO WE LOVE YOU!!!
Danyul: Guys, i made friends i wanna add them! PLEASE!
Phill🍠: sure y not ?¿
Pej: ^
Chris: ^^
Danyul: Added ' Beebo, Ryan from Ross, Jishua, Tyjo' to the Chat
Beebo: HI im brendon
Ryan from Ross: WATS UP!
Jishua: Hey, Joshua (josh)
Tyjo: Wats ups, i'm Tyler
Chris;) :Heyhey
Pej: Heyo
Beebo: So Danny whos you friends?
Ryan From Ross: ^
Jishua:^^
Tyjo:^^^
Danyul: Well theres Phil whos sorta straight, PJ whos Bi, and Chris who apparently is Gayyyy
Tyjo: You gotta nice crowd
Ryan from Ross: Guys Brendon wanted me to ask if the Phil o e does youtube.
Beebo: -_- Ryan don't lie i will leave you like you left our band.
Tyjo: Shots fired!
Danyul:OH SHIT IT JUST GOT HEATED.
Phil🍠: Language Dan. And yes i fo do youtube. why?
Beebo: I WATCH UR VIDEOS IM PHIL TRASH AF!!! ¤_¤
Danyul : WOAH THERE B U K A R O O
Beebo: Y the spaces...
Danyul: Because I'm Phil trash #1
Phil🍠: Tru, Sorry Brendon I still love you!
Ryan From Ross: Guys Brendon just yelled....
Beebo: Dont exspose me jeesh... 😒
Tyjo: Welp gotta Ryan Ross
Jishua: Tyler baby stop...
Ryan From Ross: This is you fault Brendan. Fuck you
Beebo: Okay Ryan.
Phil🍠: Language CHILDREN!
Chris;): Daddy...
Pej: Daddy...
Beebo: Daddy...
Danyul: WTF GUYS STOP
Chris;): Y tho :/
Pej^
Beebo: ^^
Tyjo: guys... wtf
Jishua: We leave for point two seconds jfc
Ryan from Ross: Tell me bout it 😒
Phil🍠: Guys i gotta go BYE
chris;): GOODBYE SUNSHINE (don't get butthurt Dan i will kick ur face)
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Interwebs; Phan
FanfictionDan Howell is a teenage boy who lives on Internet. Dan has kik friends who he talks to about everything. Including his obssesion with a youtuber who goes by AmazingPhil. PJTHEDJ added:AmazingPhil to the chat