Niall I sigh as I fall onto the bed today's been a long day,I had to take Logan and Ella to school and then me and Jace had to go shopping which wasn't fun because Jace kept running away and then we came home and made a mess so I had to clean that up too and then pick the kids up again and then everything after that was stressful and just to make it even better Jade has been at the studio since 5am and probably won't be back till 2am
I stare at the white celling that hasn't been touched since we moved in here and is probably gonna need painting again soon because it's actually not white anymore it's more grey,to be honest we haven't done much with this room at all everything has stayed the same
The kids rooms have all changed I think they've changed nearly every year,there always getting into different hobbies and liking different things and I guess that's what childhoods about,you change your mind all the time but then when you come to about 10 you finally make your mind up
"What ya thinkin?"I hear someone say I open my eyes seeing Ella's face right in front of mine,her hair is falling down right next to her,she looks a little tired and her big blue eyes are little lighter than what they usually are and they look a little hurt "what's the matter?"I ask her
I know Ella a little too well she's always been right by my side so I know her better than herself "nothin"she mumbles sitting down I sit up giving her a confused look "what happened today?"I ask her she looks down and I notice little tears starting to fall down her face
I pick her up hugging her tightly "was someone mean to you?"I ask her she just nods wrapping her arms around me as much as she can "am I a disappointment?"she asks my eyes widen I instantly shaking my head
"no bab,your the best thing that happened to me,and I know I always say the same but you are the best thing that ever happened to me and I love you so much"I tell her stroking her hair and then kissing her forehead
"Can I sleep with you?"she asks looking up her eyes full with tears I wipe her cheeks nodding "of course you can,but you do realise Jace will be here soon"I tell her she nods looking down "I don't mind"she mutters we both get in the bed "can I skip school tomorrow please?"she mumbles,Jade would kill me but if Jade knew she might just let me off
"Well see bab"I whisper turning off the lamp and then slowly falling asleep
Jade I write down in the note book trying to keep my eyes open,I would really rather be at home in bed with Niall and probably Jace "okay that song slays"Perrie exclaims as she runs out of the recording booth,how she still has so much energy I don't know,I'm gonna fall asleep any minute now
I look up and try to ignore the horrible looks I'm getting from Jesy,I've forgive her and I want to be friends but obviously she doesn't and I don't think she wants to be for a while
"Come with me"I hear Perrie whisper in my ear and her hand wrap around my wrist,before I can even say anything I'm dragged off my seat and out of the door "will you ignore her?"Perrie exclaims I give her a confused look making her groan
"Please can you just try and make an effort with Jesy and maybe she'll forgive you for the thing you never did"she tells me I nod looking down she pulls me in a hug and we just stand there for a minute
One thing I've always noticed about Perrie is that even though she doesn't have a sense of smell she always has the nicest perfumes on,maybe it's thanks to Zayn but it's nice
I look up at Perrie who just smiles "so you think Jesy will ever get over this?"I ask her she opens her mouth but someone else speaks instead "no she won't because your doing it again"I shut my eyes and chew my lip "for fuck sake"I mumble and then turn around opening my eyes
"Nobody was talking about anybody we were just hugging"I shrug and look at Perrie who's just looking down "Jesy you've just been talking about Jade how can you criticise her about that?"Leigh exclaims and then puts her hand over her mouth "you know what I'm going home"Jesy says shaking her head she walks away before any of us can say anything
God I miss her
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