Jade Ever since I met Perrie for some reason I've always took dating advice off her especially when she got with Zayn and last night I took advice from her last night that didn't think I'd ever have to take
I smile as Niall walks through the front door,he's just dropped the kids off at school and Jace is still asleep so this is the most perfect time to talk
"Niall"I mutter as he goes to walk into the living room he turns around looking confused and shocked,we must have spoke ten words to each other in the last week,"what's up?"he asks chewing his lip
"Can we talk?"I ask pulling my hair up into pony he nods and we both walk over to the kitchen,I sit down at the island and he sits next to me "look I'm not gonna go into detail,I'm gonna cut straight to the point"I tell him he nods knowing exactly what I'm about to say
"Where is this going?"I ask him I chew my top lip and start to play with my hands "if you don't know neither do I"he sighs his head in his hands "do you really think this is it?"I ask tears in my eyes,I don't want it to be it and I know he doesn't but sometimes even the best things have to come to an end
"Maybe we should just think about it and see how life is gonna go for us and then if it's still the same we just forget about each other"he says tears filling his eyes I nod and stand up "let's hope it goes well"I mumble and then walk away and up the stairs
I go into our room and fall face first on the bed and start to make the pillow wet from the tears
Niall I sigh as I walk out into the garden,at the start life we pretty shit for me then around sixteen it became amazing again then it got better as the years went on now I'm 31 and it's slowly starting to get worse again I'm about to lose my family and it's gonna be the worse experience of my life
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